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Thursday, August 28, 2008
for the past one week i was so busy preparing with the prelims advance papers that i didnt blog. anyway, i had social studies and english paper 1 on the first day. hhermms. very bad. i probably used up all my memory space in my brain for ss. all the sec 3 and 4 topics. gosh! its alot. the second day was worst. i had chinese paper 1 and also a maths paper 2. super bad. its the worst i ever taken. chinese i almost didnt finish writing my composition. last minute decided to crap nonstop and just end abruptly. a maths paper 2 was crazy. i find the questions foreign. as though it wasnt written in english. i didnt understand a thing. shall prepare to do badly. ridiculous! i haven seen those kinda questions before! hahas! whateverr. its over. die le. on the third day was english paper 2. and finally i'm over with the advance papers. i cant wait for the sept hols.
today, we had acers day. sec 4s doing the vertical run. we had to run 3 storeys up with a heavy bag of approx. 5 kg then string it down to pass to the next pair. the winner would be the class with the most number of trips made. however, there was a shock trap. so we were very careful with it. wifey, kuku and shaun lin working with the strings. we were short of pairs here and there. so i made at least 7 trips?.. hahas i was in-charge of getting each pair ready and sin yee helped with the unloading of the bag. thanks to everyone's cooperation, we got first. yeahhh! e7 champions forever! muhahahhs. we dedicated the prize to our candy form teacher, mrs ang. hahas. everyone had alot of fun. and during the concert, i couldnt bother about the rest but woahh. linette sang very well while dominic played the piano so perfectly. they were dressed very elegantly too =) i love maskedteaRS! the best item of all. everyone was enjoying themselves to the fullest while performing. i'm impressed though didnt get to see shikky's solo performance in class. we even took class pictures. i love the class spirit. i think i'm gonna miss it when we leave the school. but everyone in class is indispensable. misses to all!
now, i'm at home waiting for darling to come. hhermms. she just said that she's bored. probably its boring to meet me?.. i dont know. wahhahhs. nevermind T.T
9:48 PM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
today is amazing. hahas i applause for the combined efforts of dear e7 classmate who wanted the auditions to carry out so smoothly. well, i think we did quite okay. though in the end the performance got screwed up. i shall say, hhermms doesnt seem like our fault. its just purely bad luck and the lousy people who dont understand how difficult to prepare something like this. so they can put us down without hesitating. wtf! van's right. we're not gonna waste our effort on such losers. =) we had fun after all and the whole process of preparation was entertaining. anyway congrats to masked tears! super wonderful performance today! kuku didnt miss a single step. jiayou!
however, something is worrying me. whats with the uprising number of cases friends around me have been getting. its already the final period of time in school before we'll get out of it. i really hope this is the last thing that gets them into trouble. xuan arhhs. please luhh. just study for now and leave everything aside hao marhhs?.. dont let everything else affect you. there's always me. just ring me up when you need to. love you girl.
HONEY! hees i'm missing you lots. trying to find the mat. but arhhs. still cant. i shall look around again. miss you lots. if only today was a friday? :D
8:13 AM
Friday, August 15, 2008
i was so tired today early in the morning. i felt soo exhausted i just wanna skip school. super sick. down with flu and fever. i could fall asleep the entire night till it was almost four plus five. woahh. it is a torture. and at 5 plus i woke up for school. gosh! puked several times. didnt feel really well. my nose like a tap out of control. got me all irritated and frustrated. school was soo long. till 4.30 just because of some lame e maths timed practice paper.i dont understand why cant we do it during lesson time? its not like anything construstive is achieved during curriculum time. yuckks. then i still look forward to going out to relax. and now,.. my plans ruin.
finally the moment that i have been waiting for came. i met darling at serangoon mrt station where we'll head to my house and wait for me to get ready and get going. thus time i had three things in my mind that i wanna do. catch dark knight. i've been waiting all along. and also to eat my favourite mango ice-cream and lastly to get a nice packet of sweets. i could have guessed that today was not a good day afterall. to my dismay, i didnt even manage to get a single task done. whats this? i wanna give up le. i'm not in my luck lately. whats my problem? now i'm all stunned wondering if i should still trust that tomorrow will be better? darling, if only you understood how i was feeling, i wish you could help me through.
?,? FALLEN
9:39 AM
Monday, August 11, 2008
gosh. i'm home after the meal at just asia, the study session at starbucks and dinner at somewhere near parklane. i hate departure scenes. i hate to leave you at head for the station to home. i wanna turn back to much. but i refrain myself from doing something that would make me feel worse. i mean.. what if i turn back?
hees. xuan said that i was mad today. i just made a casual remark. though its been months ever since darling and i got together, i haven got over being so amazed and surprised. from seeing from afar to getting to know one another for seven days and now having you by my side to keep me accompany. its super unbelivable. i may have repeated this many times but its just that i still cant contain the happiness.i'm so fortunate!
shall look forward to our next meeting. this friday alright? we'll finally have the time to watch our movie and then head to eat my favourite ice cream. as for the tree top walk.. and the beautiful sunrise scenery, we'll leave it to another time. hees. misses misses misses!
7:29 AM
Saturday, August 9, 2008
this day was spent with fariz,jasmine,jiale,manxuan,jes,nora,steven, ah bao and darling. its national day. so i shall start by saying happy national day to all! i love singapore. i love the way this occasion i made so special and that all seem so excited about it. well, i am not surprised to see soo many people, even those who werent singaporeans heading to cityhall and raffles place flooding the entire scene. we were a few who made up the crowd. hahas! everyone was awaiting for the fireworks.
i didnt enjoy it as much as everyone else. perhaps i didnt mean to spoil your mood. its just too much disappointment that overcame me. i am perhaps irritating. i probably didnt mean to. i just want you soo much by my side. maybe its just my luck that you didnt hear me call you. arhhhs. hurt. but whatever be it, its already over. i can see that many efforts you put in trying to please me and apologising to me.i loved the promise that you made to never leave me behind again. probably, its just assurance that i wanted.
the day ended off well. from getting our drinks at marina square's food court and then heading to the train station, heading to mac at j8 to slack. going home with my darling. thanks for trying to understand how i felt at that point of time. love you lots.
my dear girlfriend jes, please get over the troubles that you're facing. be strong and move on. be it whatever that happens, be comforted. i'll be here for you. just ring me up at any time you needed someone to be there. afterall, our friendship is made up of years of effort.loves!